New Start?

I am sick of me. I know that sounds strange, sick of yourself? What? Yes, I want to almost start over. You know? Like hit the refresh button or undo. But I can't.

I have been sleeping in until 10 the past few mornings so tomorrow I am going to wake up early and run two miles. Just me, the road and music. That's all. Give me some time to think. I need to be alone with just myself for a minute. I feel like I haven't had any quality time with my mind. You know?

I wish life would slow down. It feels like yesterday that I was in 6th grade. Now I am entering high school. Middle school is over. A chapter of my life flew by and I didn't even realize it. I still can't believe it really happened.

But I want to start high school, different. I don't want to be the same shy girl who is only known for the grades she gets. Or how nice she is. I want to be known for something more than just that. I don't want to be made fun of anymore, I don't want to give those people a reason anymore.

You could say I am changing for people but I want to change. To start over. For myself. Only for me, myself & I.

'Night
xoxo Roxy